Mini update

[CuriousGeorgette2]

(11-26-2018 05:28 PM)shirazmn Wrote:  Jeez, I'm so bad at quitting PM.
About 20 days ago I stopped PM "for good", again. After 20 days there are pros and cons:

Pros: 
- my sex drive is back in full force. I can write better TG erotica
- my body has gone back to a more masculine shape

Cons:
- my sex drive is back in full force... But family life with a young baby doesn't allow for much release. I am trying to reduce DIY to a minimum but my wife's desire for intercourse seems to be a lot less than mine. So, essentially, I am horny 24/7. It's not that I dislike it too much, but while on PM I felt a lot calmer from this point of view. 
- my body has gone back to a more masculine shape... Not meaning that I lost breast tissue, which at this point is probably permanent, but my band size has increased again while on PM is got snaller. My body is going back from a mild hourglass figure to a cylindrical one. The reason why this is "good" is that I will soon have to see family and friends I haven't seen in a while and a different body shape would be suspicious, same for the swimming pool. The reason why this is bad is that all my bras are getting too tight again in the band and I sort of miss the shape I was achieving.
- another bad thing is that my body hair is going back to being super thick. I have sensitive skin so they curl and pinch me everywhere. I really hate this.

So.... I am probably buying it again. Damn! Considering the slow rate of growth, I sort of think that the pros are outdoing the cons.
I'll buy it at the end of Dec, so I expect to see it delivered at the end of Jan. After that I will decide dosage and goals.

Hello shirazmn
Have you considered either laser hair removal or maybe IPL to permanently remove the unwanted hair ?
That probably would go unnoticed since not all men are naturally hairy.
BTW, You looked very nice in your bras.
Hope to see future posts of your development.

[shirazmn]

Hi Georgette
Thank you for the comment and the compliments.
Laser hair removal crossed my mind a couple of times, but it's a bit expensive and I am probably too lazy. To be honest I would probably go first for a hair transplant if I had the time and the money available.
Thank you for bringing that to my attention again. I will look around for decently priced places where I could do my chest, back and arms. I am not sure about my legs, and definitely I wouldn't do my face as I like the way I look with a bit of beard every now and then.

[Big]

Hi Shirazmn

With the unevenness of your right and left breast you could opt to use Swiss Botany's breast serum. It evened mine out nicely over a couple of months. Your bras looking fantastic.

Big

[shirazmn]

A quick observation after just 3 days since restarting at 1500mg/day.
We all know that 3 days are not enough for any growth, but we also frequently talk about the "turbo restart" effect of PM. Indeed, after just 3 days, the mirror says that something is changing. The shadow under the chest area is becoming more defined and the shape of the breasts are rounding up. With "rounding up" I mean shifting from a pointy pear shaped moob fat shape to a more solid and "sculpted" round and firm one.


Yesterday I spent some time reading genetic women's reviews of PM. A lot of them report changes after just a few days describing them as "my brests are perky like when I have my period".


So, I guess that this is what the "turbo restart" is actually about. Not instant growth but a firming effect on the tissue (and fat/skin?) of what is already on the chest. For those, like me, who have a bit of breast tissue under a layer of chubby fat that makes it invisible when not herbs, this firming effect actually makes a huge difference in the way our chest look.


If on one side this can seem bad news (no instant growth) for occasional crossdressers like me this is great news: I can sport a normal male chest 90% of the time and then "pump it up" one week in advance when I want to dress up.


Next time I'll stop/restart (Jan 2019) I will also check if this makes any difference according to the tape measure.

[Chrissygirl]

Hi Shirazmn, thanks for the update. Keep going!

[Jessi.FlyGirl]

(12-15-2018 05:44 AM)shirazmn Wrote:  A quick observation after just 3 days since restarting at 1500mg/day.
We all know that 3 days are not enough for any growth, but we also frequently talk about the "turbo restart" effect of PM. Indeed, after just 3 days, the mirror says that something is changing. The shadow under the chest area is becoming more defined and the shape of the breasts are rounding up. With "rounding up" I mean shifting from a pointy pear shaped moob fat shape to a more solid and "sculpted" round and firm one.


Yesterday I spent some time reading genetic women's reviews of PM. A lot of them report changes after just a few days describing them as "my brests are perky like when I have my period".


So, I guess that this is what the "turbo restart" is actually about. Not instant growth but a firming effect on the tissue (and fat/skin?) of what is already on the chest. For those, like me, who have a bit of breast tissue under a layer of chubby fat that makes it invisible when not herbs, this firming effect actually makes a huge difference in the way our chest look.


If on one side this can seem bad news (no instant growth) for occasional crossdressers like me this is great news: I can sport a normal male chest 90% of the time and then "pump it up" one week in advance when I want to dress up.


Next time I'll stop/restart (Jan 2019) I will also check if this makes any difference according to the tape measure.

Awesome!
Keep it up Girl! Enjoy every second of it!
Jessi

[shirazmn]

Micro update.
I stopped PM on Dec 20th (ish) and restarted a couple of days ago. I have been on holiday to my home town and a couple of people have complimented on how "manly" I look thanks to my large pecs (wearing a Christmas jumper). So, somehow the fullnes is visible.
I personally think that I have gained a tiny bit of shape and size, and that the fat and proteins I ate when pigging out during the holidays has helped a bit. As usual my left side is way more developed than my right side, but even if the right one has a different shape it seems tht this time it's trying to push out a bit more.

Some days I think that there is nothing to see there, other days I feel like I am growing again and that I am reaching a point of no return.
After my holidays I have been ill for a week, so I probably lost all the weight I gained and I also dried up a bit in terms of water in my body.

Anyway, these pics are from yesterday. I didn't have much time to take decent ones. I am impressed by the shape of the left side (right, in the photo) of my chest in the one where I am pulling the bralette down.

I am going to push forward a bit more with 1000mg/day and see what happens.

[Mashtenn]

Nice update. You're looking good. My left breast is slightly larger than my right one. You read about it and most say they should even out. If not that's normal and not to be concerned. Happy growing.

[Gabriella]

Nice update pictures shirazmn you have some good growth there am sure you will look very feminine you have nice shape will be interested to see more pictures as you develop hugs Gabriella

[shirazmn]

Time for a break.
After I wrote about having finally reached the point where I consider my chest "boobs" ( http://www.ainterolherbs.com/forums/Thre...have-boobs ) I am now going to take a month long break (at least). Sex drive was very down low, and when that happens I also lose the will to grow breasts. I need my male function back, and I don't mind waiting a bit and refuel my "fetish mind". I have an holiday in Feb, so I may restart after that.
During the last 3 weeks I managed to lose weight while taking PM (miracle!) so the size of the breasts hasn't increased, but the shape has improved. They have firmed up a bit and they seem to be getting somehow rounder when seen from the front. My right side is finally showing some will to catch up with the left.
During the last week my nipples have changed a bit. My areolas have darkened a tad, and when I am cold the whole nipple raises and points out in one single mound. It looks like the small nipples of some asian ladyboys and I kinda like it. Nipple sensitivity has not spiked but it's there. I'm gonna miss that one in the next month.
Today I checked my back in the mirror and that, for the first time, has noticeabley changed. My butt is a bit wider, my cheeks a bit rounder and higher up. I tried on a pair of my heels this morning and I really live how my new shape fill my tighter dresses.

I prepared this post last week, then since last Saturday I was debating with myself if I wanted to stop cold turkey or lower the PM from 1000 to 500 mg/day, so I lowered to 500 mg per day until 2 days ago (Monday). Then something on Monday changed my mind and convinced me to stop. Sunday night I made love with my wife and before of that I shaved my chest and belly but I simply wiped the leftover shaving cream at the end instead of washing everything off. Nipple play has become a normal part of our lovemaking and she is jokingly calling my chest my "boobs" because she knows it turns me on (even if she is unaware of me using PM). My sex drive and provess was actually better than I expected after a month on PM.
That night,a couple of hours later, I woke up with a horrible sense of pain, as if the skin on my body was on fire. I realised that the shaving foam must have something inside that must be very harsh on the skin and it was giving me a massive rash everywhere. I showered it off and returned to bed. On Monday morning my nipples were on fire: completely erect, swollen, painful to the touch and hypersensitive. The skin on my chest had tightened and I was feeling as if my chest had doubled in size. Well... after a test with one of my unpadded bra it looks like I had another growth spurt and still now, two days later, my nipples are on fire and my chest has changed shape enough to make me feel the brushing of the fabric of every t-shirt I have. It's quite uncomfortable and I really wish I could wear a bra to give myself a bit of a rest.
So, in conclusion, I am stopping for now. I gave myself a rule to only do short periods on PM, like 10 days, and I went well over it doing 3 weeks in a row. My body seems to be responding exceptionally well to PM recently so I must take it extra easy if I don't want to grow more than I can afford to do.

If I have the time I'll take some pics in the near future. I am getting really fond of lace underwired unpadded bas, so I'd like to buy one or two more to see how they fit me.